Confession - Episode 1

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Confession -
So this has been an interesting first 3 days;
I feel like i've made a good core alliance with me, Natalie, Paulina and Ashley. I will dub us "The Nice Ones"
I guess the tribe dynamics are lacking a little bit, you can tell in the mostly silent group chats, I don't appreciate Charlie insulting everyone about it though, calling us "lame" and "boring" etc

We're going to tribal after losing immunity which sucks a lot, the challenge was hard and we all worked hard and put a good effort in but it wasn't enough.
I assume the chopping block consists of me and everyone else who only got 3/4 correct, I actually feel very lucky that I got 3/4 because I didn't have much confidence going in, the questions went my way thankfully. I have no doubt that if i got 0 or 1 or even 2 right then I'd be the first going home.

It seems like Jermin is who we're all voting for, it was Charlie that told us all to do it and it makes sense as he was one of the 3/4ers and doesn't talk much in the game. I feel bad as he seems like a great guy but we do want a strong tribe.

I had an interesting moment yesterday, Natalie messaged me and said that Charlie was gunning for me and asked if I wanted to vote for him. I noticed that Charlie was online while she asked me that which says that he told her to ask me and she would tell him what I said. I think I answered well though, I said I wanted to go with the majority whether that is Jermin or Charlie, I just want to stay.
It makes me worry that Natalie is working with him.

I did however vote for Charlie.
While I believe the majority will vote Jermin, if Charlie gets a vote it will rattle him and probably make him angry and confrontational which will make everyone else want to vote for him too at next tribal. I can't ignore the fact that he insulted everyone and is so obviously taking control of the tribe in a Colton-esque way which I don't like.

So that's about it, tribal is soon.
I really hope that I can last another episode and take a few steps closer to actually doing well in iSurv1vor!
Let's find out